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I'm pretty sure this is the worst end-of-semester rush I've ever had. I am really, truly, very frequently unhappy lately. Generally I'm pretty chill and laid back even when I have a lot to do but lately I just feel like I can't take much more of this. I don't know if I'm just totally run down or if I'm in a bad combination of classes. My best friend is moving away for grad school soon and I haven't had time to see her for weeks. When I tell myself I need to slow down and try to hang out with people anyway I'm too stressed to enjoy it.

I'm really excited to party with my brother and his friends. Maybe if I get drunk enough I'll make a voice post, LOL. But I'm also really sad that we're going to have to rush out of there on Sunday so that I can get back to Blo-town and write another paper all in one night.

And did I mention my piece of shit car didn't start today? Shady car dealer assholes gave me a goddamn pinata of faulty car parts. That is the only explanation for how many fucking issues I have with this car. I want a tree to fall on the thing and put it out of its pathetic misery. Even the speakers suck. Sounds like sobbing houseflies or something.